Feeling uneasy, can't stop questioning why i'm not moving any where. Being stuck in my room for several days, didn't have any energy to say hi even to my roommate who I always meet every night.
Didn't have any appetites. I didn't have any plans. But I'm grateful that I still breath, still can see every beauty from this world, the sky, the nature, the road, and the beautiful me. Mwehehe.
But, maybe, am I alone?
There's no one I can tell them about my worry. No one I can cry on their shoulder. No one I can share them all my opinion. I was afraid. Always feeling this was all frightened. Every morning seems cold. Every night seems so hard.
I need home. I need my mom, my dad, and my brother or sister. I just think that I couldn't go on my life again. I need to stop, to breath slower, to breath deeper. To think again what I'm gonna do later. To make my life happier.
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