Maybe, this is the first time after a very long time, in my life. This happiness dan fullness of me when I was doing something, I felt some extra energies while I put my effort, in all this fighting time.
I'm a medical student in a regency hospital, and now I'm in the surgery department. Everyday, I take early morning walking to my hospital, around 2 or 3 a.m., taking care for all my patients in surgery ward, checking their health status daily, learning the disease from them, and reporting it sistematically to my beloved mentor. It was challenging me so much all this time. And I'm enjoying these.
Also sometimes, when my shift in emergency department comes, I always wait and curious about when I can join emergency surgery. Can I be one of the assistent of every wonderful surgery? Cut the wire, hold the handle, do some small things to help the operator, like suction, and sometimes they give me chance to stitch the wound. This all makes me happy and addicted.
I don't know how this can be the way it is now. Maybe this is when I found my self so passionate in something in my medical education history. Which was I hate so much when I'm in medical faculty before. May this will be Allah's bleesing for me. Aameen.
